Summary:  of your experiences are not genuine or have no basis; they have their own value but they need to be carefully discerned and purified. The tendency to mix up the different planes of consciousness and to bring down lower vital and physical elements into a higher spiritual consciousness can lead to confusion and obstructions in the sadhana. It is important to maintain a clear and pure channel of communication with the higher spiritual truths and not get entangled in lower vibrational energies. Your dedication and sincerity in the sadhana are commendable, but a deeper discernment and adherence to the true path of surrender, openness, and alignment with the Divine Will are essential for a harmonious and fruitful spiritual evolution.